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Monday, February 28, 2005

LEADER OF MY FAMILY

Mark 4 & 5

today breakfast. i dun get any such inspirational things from Him today by reading that verse, but He talked to me about leadership. A Man are born to become a leader. I realized that for 5 years i walk with Him, i still can't be what i must be... i already try and try and try again, but why i keep on fail and fail and fail again... but i know this is not the end, i know i must go on and still keep on trying until i can reach what He wants in my life. i know is not easy so please God help me....

tonight there are some trouble in my house, people yelling each other. its not a common thing happend in my home. my mother very disappointed with my grandma coz she just can not forgive someone else's fault. my mother give understanding that my grandma have to let it go and erase her reverenge if she want to get a happy life. not sorrow all the time... my mother said she had enough and she is very tired handling all of this nonsense.... then she cried.... i'm at my room i can't do anything, i don't know the problem. all i do is just pray and hope things will got better and better.

i have to do something i know i have to focusing to my family restoration in this short term. i really need every support from my buddy, from everyone.....

Friday, February 25, 2005

TOTTO-CHAN

Things u must fear of:

Have eyes but can not see beauty,
Have ears but can not hear music,
Have mind but can not understand the truth,
Have heart as cold as ice, never burned with passion..

Saturday, February 19, 2005

almost a month .... wew...

wah almost 1 month i haven't update my blog huehhehee... very busy bro... working on my stuff... wah very stressfull month till next march... this brochure STB project is killin me... bah!!! but glad i've finished 4 zones now.. moving to the 5th one... total 8 zones... but still have the mandarin version need to finished.. heheh vera is goin mad about this project... huehehehe well life is not fair, life is full of struggle... lets move on guys... just one step a head to finished all of this stuff... come my fellows.... "RRRRRRRUSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHH....!!!!!"

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Daily Breakfast

Matthew 18:1-35

18:4-5,10-11 "Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven. And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me. Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, That in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven. For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost."

18:12-14 "How think ye? if a man have an hundred sheep, and one of them be gone astray, doth he not leave the ninety and nine, and goeth into the mountains, and seeketh that which is gone astray? And if so be that he find it, verily I say unto you, he rejoiceth more of that sheep, than of the ninety and nine which went not astray. Even so it is not the will of your Father which is in heaven, that one of these little ones should perish."

18:15-20 "Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother. But if he will not hear thee, then take with thee one or two more, that in the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established. And if he shall neglect to hear them, tell it unto the church: but if he neglect to hear the church, let him be unto thee as an heathen man and a publican. Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them."

18:21-35 "Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times? Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven. Therefore is the kingdom of heaven likened unto a certain king, which would take account of his servants. And when he had begun to reckon, one was brought unto him, which owed him ten thousand talents. But forasmuch as he had not to pay, his lord commanded him to be sold, and his wife, and children, and all that he had, and payment to be made. The servant therefore fell down, and worshipped him, saying, Lord, have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. Then the lord of that servant was moved with compassion, and loosed him, and forgave him the debt. But the same servant went out, and found one of his fellowservants, which owed him an hundred pence: and he laid hands on him, and took him by the throat, saying, Pay me that thou owest. And his fellowservant fell down at his feet, and besought him, saying, Have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. And he would not: but went and cast him into prison, till he should pay the debt. So when his fellowservants saw what was done, they were very sorry, and came and told unto their lord all that was done. Then his lord, after that he had called him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me: Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee? And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses"