MY FEAR..... [Matthew 7:15-29; 8:1-34]

Matthew 7:21-23
Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.
Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?
And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

Matthew 7:26-27
And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand:
And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it.
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these verse really make me scared... will i become one of them who always makes Him mad and sad..... i even don't do anything right in my life.... good most often, but right?! i dun think soo only someone else dan Him only can see the real me. i'm totally blind. can not see real inside my self. i know one thing that i am nothing before Him, just like a dust. nothing... nothing ....

i just wondering. r there still hope for me to rise-up again and server Him with all my heart....
i'm soo frightened... what if He don't want to see me again, don't want to forgive me... after what i have done to Him.... ....... >>>>