Blue Christmas

Dan 11:31-32

Today GOD slap me with His words at the church… at this verse I fell that I am the bad guy, I’m one of the people that do such things that unpleasant Him… I know I need help, and I am pleased that He still look at me, He still care for me… thank you, thank you..

Afternoon…
I committed sin again, twice… I start blaming myself again, condemned myself again. I feel unworthy to come to His presence … I really don’t know what will happen to me … I don’t know… I don’t know…